DEFENDER'S RAP

• When you feel pain on the inside you have to hide it with a smile on the outside,
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• Constantly saying, “im fine” even when you know it's a big lie,
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• you see I live in my mind, of course, there is no escape,
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• ever since I was 5 years old, I have been a victim of rape,
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• but I put a smile on my face, to keep everyone else okay,
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• not worrying about, all the stress so one day
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• I got home and I slept, when I woke up, I cried,
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• Basically, in my mind, I should’ve already died,
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• somehow, I cut, through the branches of hell.
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• and even though I didn’t want to, I fought my way through and
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• clawed my way to the top to, get to a better place and to
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• change the human race, and to make sure that whenever.
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• this happens there is a place for people like me to go.
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• because there’s things you don’t know, like how surviving isn’t living.
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• not even close to the sand, living is peaceful and enjoying and nice.
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• surviving is hell, which I been through twice.
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• and though I still find myself, in that hellhole called life.
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• I figured out a way to pick myself up when I fell.
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• And I relied on my friends and I relied on myself to pick me off the floor and put me back on the shelf.
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• And I just tried to please people, And to my own demise.
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• I thought if I don’t make them happy, they legit bout to die.
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• So, I made it my job, to be the therapist of my world.
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• putting all the pressure on me, but I couldn’t see how.
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• all the pain inside was killing m, and one of these days.
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• Ill place my blade to the side and allow my scars to heal.
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• and not make new ones but until then,
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• peace, I’m on my way to save my friends.
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