DEFENDER'S RAP

• I thought we'd last forever, but I guess it was just a dream
• The image of you I have tattoo'd on my brain just lowers my self-esteem
• I pulled up at your house, the police already there
• I approach your front door unaware
• I was stopped by an officer, said I wasn't allowed inside
• Then I finally realized that something bad has happened, you've died
• You took a rope, tied it to the railing of your third-floor
• I know I've said some things I shouldn't have but I never knew you felt like this before
• I wish I could apologize, but you probably wouldn't forgive me
• Murder? Ya, this qualifies, knowin' you died cause of me jus kills me
• I can't stop crying but I know there ain't use to cryin' over spilled milk
• I can't help it, but all I feel is guilt
• I know it seemed like I didn't care about you
• I'm beginning to think life's worthless without you
• You thought it was hatred but It was love
• You were petrified cause I gave you a shove
• You fell backward and hit your head off the cement
• You cried, I screamed and claimed it was an accident
• My anger issue's got the best of me
• Now I'm standin' in a church sayin' Rest in Peace