Battles Justkaymay vs M-Sav
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CHALLENGER'S RAP
- Depression's not a game.
- not something to be played.
- telling me to hold it back.
- I'm trying to break the trap.
- Holding in the tears.
- Not like anyone cares.
- when I was in my deepest
- when you didn't bother to call.
- you saw me shredding.
- this depression's spreading.
- I'm suffocating, waiting, hating.
- on all this pain.
- Not wanting to die.
- not ready to say goodbye.
- starving, carving, wanting to end this.
- My hearts in the deep.
- My head can't be asleep.
- trying to compete.
- trying to sleep.
- Not good at these goodbyes.
- not prepared for the end.
- starving, crying, dying instead.
- if only they knew what my future held.
- if only they could tell.
- the end is near.
- Don't mess with me unless your gonna stay.
- I pray to the day when ill be okay.
- I'm afraid.
- This depression killing me making me bleed.
- cutting up my arms to make me free.
- don't be crying when I'm gone.
- you weren't there when I was done.
DEFENDER'S RAP
- We used to conversation about our dreams and aspirations,
- Till my situation manifested itself into lacerations
- Covering my torso extremities and my skin
- ‘Cause that’s the only thing that eases all this pain that I’m in
- But you don’t care to emphasize you care about yourself
- and when you found I’m not like every guy you searched for someone else
- Then you called me up on FaceTime, repeatedly, like eight times,
- Told me you need to take time for your own life well I hate mine
- And loneliness bears fake company no love beats fake love
- Used to think that I need somebody
- Life’s a dream need to wake up,
- Fuck,
- Crippled by depression and anxiety
- The mixture of the two is just the killer of sobriety
- and you were the only thing who could save me from that dark spot
- Now you’re stripped away so I’ll shoot up until my heart stops
- Honestly my bed is less comfortable than a casket
- I burden others I think I should bury the hatchet,
- Look at me you’ll see an addict so caught up inside a habit
- Because people put me through deep shit, Ive never gotten past it