DEFENDER'S RAP

• no sleep
• yeah I get no sleep
• you call me, I dont answer
• leave a message at the beep
• I am sorry baby
• I didn't mean to hurt you baby
• I haven't been treating you right as of lately
• a couple weeks ago I hurt you greatly
• I really wanna quit but these drugs are just so goddamn tasty
• and yeah sure I may be crazy
• recently been kinda acting strangely
• I've been snorting blow on the daily
• but injecting that fuel with a needle mainly
• this place in my head it's pretty fucking scary
• am I a danger to your safety? maybe...
• just like Lil peep, im not scared to be a crybaby
• my head kinda hurts and my eyes are bloodshot
• slept recently? I have not
• bad thoughts, there's a lot that I got
• my mind is messy, everything entangled in a knot
• when it comes to how I am headed I am hot
• i kinda wanna run away from this town
• life is a big hill and im currently falling down
• i try to be serious but I get treated like a clown
• my smiley face is wearing a frown
• in my own tears, I am starting to drown
• sobbing while in a pillow laying facedown
• I am anti-social, it doesn't matter what noun
• countdown till my next mental breakdown
• baby, I don't know what to do
• I can't get my mind off you
• inner demons I got a few
• maybe I just got a loose screw
• this depression won't leave, yeah that's the issue
• its almost like its stuck to me like glue
• how do I end this, I don't got the slightest clue