Battles vs Mikhell
RULES
it has to be about depression and self loathing at least 15 lines there are and please make sure your rap is good I don,t wanna waste this
Max of 18 lines
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CHALLENGER'S RAP
- why can,t I be talented all I am is background noise I destroy everything I enjoy
- cause I don,t want myself to happy cause I,m my own enemy why can,t i see the joy in life
- it's not that hard to love yourself so why can,t I love myself is there something wrong with me
- I want to live my life carefreely but I won,t let myself have any fun
- I m being overrun by my self-hating thoughts but I can,t block them out I doubt that ill ever be happy again
- break the paines shatter your soul your just an empty mind I wish I could rewind back to before my soul was broke
- I,m out of touch I just want life to hurry up so I can die my peaceful death
- the reaper is tracking my breath he on the line I ask for a sigh to when ill die
- i ask god why he has,t putten me out of the endless sorrow I wish I was dead tomorrow
- cause I hate myself I want to suffer before I die I give my cries for help
- of course, nobody picks up on my signal my life is hell and yet I find ways to make it worst I think I,m cursed
- forever my soul will be forsaken by god there is no help for me know
- I live my life but I wanna die now but ill never get my wish cause gods a bitch
- there is no help for sinners like me I, ve been shunned from society
- I guess I deserved to feel my spirit shatter and my heart to break I don,t know how much more I can take
- I m alive but my guardian angel is dead and I have no hope I just need a rope
- it will be quick god promise me that while i hang and while die ill be realizing my internal struggles
- I, ve been beaten down with verbal knuckles and now i can enjoy myself
DEFENDER'S RAP
- I hate my self, is that wrong to say? I got dark thoughts that
- Don't see the light of day, suicide constantly floodin up my brain,
- Panic attacks, I say that societys wack, yet I care about what
- They say.. It makes no sense to give a fuck without giving one..
- My lifes begun but i'm looking for an ending, I cut myself slowly
- As my soul starts descending, sold my soul to satan so now I'm
- Full sending, poor little devil doesn't know what he's getting.. I'm
- Nothing but an empty husk, thats sad from dawn to dusk,
- Even though I'm on the cusp of happiness.. it feels so close,
- But it keeps its distance, so many happy experiences that I've
- Been missin, and it's all because of my reminscin that these
- Thoughts in my head are left glistened, but I ignore them, I never
- Listen, I wouldn't even know what to do if I was happy within, so I
- Put on my mask as I try to emotionally social distance, cuz
- This sadness within, is easier to fight than the sadness that's
- Hidden