CHALLENGER'S RAP

• Can you hear the thunder in the distance,
• I don’t see the lighting, guess I missed it
• The storm is approaching, the timing is perfect,
• I’m ready, I’ll make sure it’s worth it
• it’s getting darker, winter has started,
• let me take the blanket from the closet,
• The same place where I locked the monster
• At least that’s what I tell my doctor,
• He doesn’t know that we are partners,
• He wouldn’t understand, if he finds out, I might lose another friend
• When he speaks I stare ... and ... just keep nodding my head,
• Not at him, but at the person standing behind his chair
• He says the right things I want to hear.. Guess he knows me pretty well
• Wait a second, I lost attention to whoever is asking all these questions
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• Have you ever felt affection?
• Have you been hurt in the past, hello, can I get some answers?
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• Stop, you’re coming to close.
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• No, I’m doing my job, let me take some notes
• You have to open up, let go of the feelings you keep under control
• Try to get to know the person you're pushing away
• There must be a reason why you don't want him to stay
• Why are you smiling, tell me, why are you laughing
• Can't you see if you continue like this it will be a disaster?
• You are taking the little things for granted,
• and when someone is making an effort
• To get to know you, you get scared,
• cause they make you question yourself
• But they move on, and you’re still stuck in the same chapter.
• My bad, did I say something wrong,
• I didn't mean to offend you, when should I have stopped?
• Next time, please tap me on my shoulder. I will try to do it over,
• If you don’t like to be provoked, you must read to know
• how to deal with adversity, for you will reap what you sow
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• Hey doc, remember when I told you that I'm a loner,
• Answer this for me; why are you still coming over?
• Trying to comfort me, but I don't need your company
• All I need from you is to be left alone, leave me in peace