DEFENDER'S RAP

• I’ve been feeling low
• My head is really hurting
• Thinkin’ about love but my thoughts are so uncertain
• I’ve been tryna find it
• Maybe its just lost
• Girl you really hurt me but for what?
• What’s the cause?
• My head be droppin’ down
• My sky’s no longer blue
• I ain’t got no friends and you know I got no crew
• Havin’ suicidal thoughts
• But I don’t wanna die
• Maybe I should just stare at the ceiling and say “Why?”
• You were always in a mood
• When we were together
• Days are always cloudy
• Since you left you changed my weather
• I haven’t even eaten
• I got no appetite
• Been crying in my room and the air be hella tight
• All you did was do me wrong
• Lying and backstabbing
• Maybe Im just dreaming
• And this didn’t really happen
• But it still will never matter
• Im stuck in this mental state
• Cuz Im already in the clouds
• And Im in front of Heaven’s Gate
• Cuz now I don’t feel low
• My head’s no longer hurting
• Im not thinking ‘bout love so my thoughts are really certain
• But sometimes I feel low
• And sometimes Im uncertain
• But it doesn’t matter
• Cuz its time to close the curtains