CHALLENGER'S RAP

• I feel kinda numb
• I got the lasting taste of death on my tongue
• my reflection mocked me so at the mirror I swung
• I try and smile but my smile looks broken
• I want to rap fast like token
• I wanna be like Kellz, a god that is golden
• I almost died from the ticking time bomb called heroin
• caught me off guard with its explosion
• it kinda hurt that my dad didn't claim me as his son
• he and I have never even spoken
• I know that I should hate him but I guess I'm just dumb
• cause I really want him to come and tell me he loves me and give me hug
• but fuck who am I kidding that day will never come
• this feels like a parasite that's ruining my life
• like the one from venom by Eminem
• maybe I should be like rice gum
• and diss someone without knowing shit about them
• this is postmortem
• I'm examining the old me, the dead me, taking apart and examining the body
• this started as a hobby but now I'm up till 4 in the mornin' lookin like a zombie
• I wake up feeling like I got my ass beat
• like apollo creed giving an ass whooping to rocky
• this song is getting kinda sloppy, it feels like it has no topic
• fuck with me and I'll pull out some shit that is demonic
• If your friend encourages your depression, throw them out cause they toxic