CHALLENGER'S RAP

• I've got a shot, an opportunity
• Show myself to all of you
• And a shot to show some maturity
• I am getting sick of ruining
• Your perfect community
• Oh no, give me some immunity
• The people are starting to brainwash me
• Get your ideas and screw them in
• Forgot my manners, how rude of me
• A moment that's all I need
• Old habits they keep on haunting
• Ain't know much about anything
• All your opinions, they're swarming
• I'm not even choosing it
• They just keep confusing me
• Just keep sticking to me like glue
• And.. and it's just a bit rude
• Here you are telling me to improve it
• Smashing me around, wondering why I'm in a mood
• Keep saying I ain't got no maturity
• But y'all ain't ever been the jury
• No judge, they won't be ruling me
• I won't budge, yet they keep shooting it at me
• They got no principalities
• Guess it's out of my power
• The voices in my head getting louder,
• Guess it's anxiety
• Not that you'd ever listen to me
• Fucking be tricking me
• You never recognise my abilities
• I can feel it coming on, irritability
• Their stares, not invisible to me
• But who cares, guess it's all rigged for me
• Just pass the damn TNT
• Make it go boom, maybe then you'll care for me
• I'm older, so is the insanity
• Rolled another double,
• In a rage pushed over a table
• Promise you'll visit me in the jail cell
• Had another idea, bet it didn't go to well
• I'm so off track, an individual
• But soon they'll start to see
• Uncover my legacy
• It' fits to a T
• They start to get a bit pissed at me
• I thought you used to be a softie
• Now it's way to hard to see
• The clouds blind my eyes
• Until the sun starts to rise
• A new dawn, but look I'm still your fucking pawn
• In this fucked up game
• The game of shame
• Wasted names, I still don't know your name
• While they keep passing around the blame
• Opportunities washed out by the rain
• They're all washed away
• That sunny day you promised never came
• It's just a runaway train
• Full of wasted opportunities
• It should be fuelled by maturity
• But they just didn't see
• Now that train-wreck is me