CHALLENGER'S RAP

• My soul is blindin', God doesn't give me a light for guidance
• Nothing that brightens, a dark path full of silence
• Been fightin', negative stuff that's combinin'
• Deep soul, I can't keep control of my own goals
• Filled out with holes, they say there's always hope
• But the losses I had to cope, it can be told
• That hope is lie, to improvise the disguise
• That is demise, could be anytime, on your midlife
• Time is ticking as I am alive, never will see the sunrise
• Purged mental health, which causes problems to myself
• Judged by its cover left in the shelf, life is the true hell
• Stairway to Heaven I fell, world full of death and rebels
• Cursed by the devil, lost loved ones but I'm vengeful
• This is stressful, my spirit is never restful
• Cause my problems are several, I can't settle
• Nothing is helpful, my emotions are just well dull
• Digging my own grave, to the point of no faith
• In this cruel place, with crimes and problems nowadays
• Contained in this cage, known as "life" with chains
• Water from my eyes rains, I just can't take this pain
• My spirit is weak, I fell out of my own peak
• Follow to my grave like a sheep, can't keep my own league
• I try to stand on my feet, but it's just a repeat lead
• I have to accept my defeat, to show my breed
• Try to keep up but it feels like a fatigue, I got to retreat
• Plagued by mental issues in need, to my coffin feet deep
• My dreams I can't seek, it feels like I reached
• But I'm blinded by my greed, but it seemed
• That I'll keep trying until I bleed, but at the end I dont succeed...