CHALLENGER'S RAP

• //(Intro: Ambient Dynamics)
• Littered with fog of rotting flesh and the petrichor of burning thoughts.
• It's an overcast day; the sun is being eclipsed by lost dreams and secrets, a ruby blood stone hiding in the cosmic ocean.
• But I aim to dig myself out of this hole, a cul-de-sac of tumultuous winds and chaotic storms, nose-diving into never-ending confusion.
• //(Pre-verse: Mav)
• Going a million miles an hourrrr, I wish these thoughts would just slow down..
• It's night-mare fuel in horsepowerrrr, driving through thick fog in a ghost town..
• I can't seem to think straightttt..these crooked things keep me off the straight and narrow
• Gon' regulate how I medicateeee..but I think I'm just scraping the bottom of the barrel
• Is it too late to face my fateeee..maybe I'll know after this breakdown of the peril
• It's like static abstraction in havoc, got Too Much on my mind, Too Much time with Too Much on my mind and Too Much of it's lying
• Still the truth hurts I wish I was numb or at least too icognizant to recognize
• //(Verse: Mav)
• Oh these games my mind plays, psyche overcasted yea the sky's grey
• Maybe I'm dehydrated, sleep deprived, hate insomnia, whatever underlying may-
• Be causing my, concious to stay up, trauma or unresolved inflammay-shun
• Psyche overcasted yea the sky's grey, forecast said it'd be a nice day
• In my way these clouds stood, brainstorming can't make this sound good
• Coming at 'em sideways, hydroplaning, they said it'd only be a light rain
• Can't stop, intuition tells me to pump on my breaks, 'fore I go 'n crash hard
• Catastrophic, need a better mind frame, 'fore the next man that I SnapOn
• Silver linings shape until the night came, cycles repeating now, wide awake
• These clouds over me redevelop maybe I should reach out, 'n hydrate
• Told my spirit power "Hey-yo," Praying countless days He ain't ever say nun'
• Talking to myself these 4 walls ain't conversating so we decide to break up
• So to the one reading this do you hear my plees for help, do you care much?
• Man I wonder if even my nextdoor neighbuhs can hear my self-harangue, a
• Tang of whiskey sourly hits the taste buds I got this monkey on my back, yo!
• I need some space, the – Same exact thingggg that I'm a waste of
• Demons rattling my brainnnn, hack my genetic makeup – Wearing the Joker's faceeee, now see what I'm made of
• Yeah, say I wish I was deadddd no I want the pain gone
• Cuz I know I'd wanna stayyyy, stay-stay when that day comes
• I really don't know-knowwww what to do nah..... Feels like I'm drowning in this angwush.....
• Breakdown, wake up in a calmer state, it starts all over again when I go and overthink this entire exaggeray-shun.....