DEFENDER'S RAP

• //Verse 1:
• In the land of free, police are killing G's, you only see these type of killing sprees in the movies,
• Shit like this just doesn't move me, I keep focusing on the grind and won't let it consume me,
• Mind state impeccable, high school diploma on the way, I earned that shit, like a fat kid earns his vegetables,
• Because he can get that junk food free, but actually eating healthy is tough for him so he swallows the spaghetti,
• Everyday he wakes up and in his mind the people around him are surrounding him with confetti,
• But in reality they question his existence, he's too weird for them to comprehend, handshakes and smiles all pretend,
• All he wants is a fucking friend, why is that so hard to understand, nobody's perfect, he has no mom or dad,
• To help him with his homework, he tries to talk to his peers but in the end of it all that shit just don't work.
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• //Hook:
• Depression is eating me alive, and I know that it's just in my mind,
• But everyday it's a struggle to survive, why oh why did I have to arrive.
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• //Verse 2:
• He used to wipe his tears near the stairway, nobody talked to him he was alone and had bad days,
• He used to write rhymes in his notebook, and everytime and adult passed he lied it was an exam from class,
• But he knew deep down inside he's never passed, he shows up to school and warms the seat with his ass,
• It got to the point where the teachers would ignore him too, he questioned what the fuck did he do,
• The teachers had no issue, they just had a class to teach but the kid didn't understand, he was sad and miserable,
• Even talking to a girl was a major step, he would go and find their pages on the internet,
• Although he would never talk to them, he would think inside his head, wishing they had just met,
• He was so lonely, he had family and neighbors, but the pain was squeezing him to death slowly,
• It was hard for him to live this life, until he walked into the kitchen and met his destiny, a butchers knife.
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• //Hook:
• //Hook:
• Depression is eating me alive, and I know that it's just in my mind,
• But everyday it's a struggle to survive, why oh why did I have to arrive.