DEFENDER'S RAP

• Whenever I get the time, I just try to get some lyrics
• Doesn't matter if It's sad or angry I just have no emotion
• a while back my life was just like a stop motion
• no action and no life just in the streets tryna find some love or compassion
• and all these niggas blind or somethin' I dont know why they were hating
• My life was full of dudes I saw for a minute then neve' again am I hallucinating
• I was careful for my life, shit dangerous, I had no time for praying
• saw people die, getting beat up or just painfully dying
• Coudln't help, all I was doing was hiding
• I'm stll getting chills remembering while I am writing
• saw some shit no human should ever be seeing
• but I ain't sad now,Life was pretty depressing
• I thought it was all bad but now I realize it was teaching
• teaching me to be dependent
• and live to take everything
• everyone has to be leaving
• at some point but, Imma just keep dreaming
• dreaming bout a life thats has got a meaning
• where people got what they need and anything
• they want, but those are just some thought, Imma keep thinking