CHALLENGER'S RAP

• When walking out the door, there is always some that tempt me
• To feel the way I want to feel and heal me when I’m empty
• Am I made for loving....or the care that I expect, see
• Is penny flipping just for sense, or the reason why god sent me?
• But that’s another topic, want love you better drop it, my life a true biopic of a man on earth, I top it...
• With some downers as I try to feel the upper hand of weed
• I wish the scheme my life has seen is dreams of what I need
• I reconcile about the choices that I’ve done in my own past
• And see how I’ve been lonely since the day the meds have cast
• A spell on me, like Harry Potter, see a girl, but nah he bought her
• Funny how the money makes y’all cry just like a baby daughter
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• But I just keep on swimming, this acid got me tripping
• The thing is, that my sober thoughts are overthinking pickings
• Does she like me, am I stupid, shit the shots strike like they’re Cupid, does she see me like an eye, or is that just how I viewed it
• It’s a never ending cycle of the wheeling or the flirting, yet I’ve been never loved enough for birdies to start chirping
• The inside of the story is the shit that makes it hurting’
• But I just never show it, I get home and then I zone in
• They think that I’m so joyful cause my face is always smiles
• I’m puzzled how y’all blind to see that I got zero tiles
• Maybe the mosaic will be fixed when you lay stiff
• Until that I’m a toy... I bring joy when I am played with