DEFENDER'S RAP

• if you looked at me 8 years ago
• , a stubby kid, with big ole hands,
• who wanted to make new friends
• who wanted to get close to them
• instead, everyone treated him
• like he was better off fucking dead
• a black who was a little white, kid got heart but no fight,
• im sorry if I was raised in the suburbs my entire life
• im sorry I was taught well and raised right
• to the point where everyone saying "you really just white"
• cause I was really precise when I spoke or was too nice
• "im the one black kid who never got into a damn fight"
• got treated very differently, wonder why god hindered me
• hoping he can find someone to give me empathy
• but, 12 years old is where it really started to fall apart
• parents divorced 3 times when I started to fall apart
• heart broke down like a car, might need a jumpstart,
• loved my dad to death, broke down when he departed
• started lying to my mama, I felt like I was bombarded
• hopefully, I can stop this running, need no more "fresh starts"
• 15, starting a career that I love, its time to take part
• create something for myself you motha fuckas
• won't ever tear apart, my family is united again
• this is my favorite part, ima a kid in
• Naptown who gets slept on at first,
• I know yall fucking feeling this ima go write another verse
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