DEFENDER'S RAP

• i thought i would overdose from her buzz
• but no it was the drugs, now i look at her from above
• it wasn't love, now that i can look back i realize what it was
• it was, a bomb just waiting to go off
• i remember when i worshiped the place that she walked
• and the way that she talked, she gave me all the signs but i just watched
• her walk out the door, and now i think I've finally found the source
• of why I'm so insecure, i don't wanna feel this anymore
• she messed me up, she put poison in my heart,
• i should have known this from the start,
• i should have known this was her plot
• she begged me for forgiveness, so i gave her another shot
• i gave her all i had, so I've basically just got robbed
• i keep giving in for love, i wish my heart would stop