CHALLENGER'S RAP

• These r gonna be words of wisdom but on another level
• Sometimes my stress gets so bad I cant help lookin disheveled
• It takes me awhile to actually care for someone
• Then when I do I cant take the thought of them leavin
• So then I run
• I run from my problems thinkin they'll go away
• Then I get really attached to people hopin they'll stay
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• I hate the thought of people leavin me
• It make me cry
• It makes me sick to my stomach
• It makes me want to die
• Put a gun to my head and make them bullets fly
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• My moms way of gettin rid of pain was to get high
• Opioids took her away from me now she aint by my side
• I think about this evry day
• How someone made life a sick game to play
• How they put me on earth knowin I cant stay
• Make me take in the beauty then take it away
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• Pain is all I ever felt for the past 14 years
• Never truly been happy fake smilin and tears
• Its only been me takin care of myself
• I HATE the thought of people givin me help
• Wat? U think I cant make im still alive
• Ive been thriven off of vape juice and pocket knifes
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• Money aint an option in this world any more
• U either have it or u dont
• And if u dont ur poor
• Money the main reason people get robbed or shot
• And if its not that its because of some pot
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• Blood shed damn near evry day
• Its some bull shit when they say my mamas in a better place
• Stop tryna tell me lies and just get the fuck outta my face