CHALLENGER'S RAP

• I’m a zebra, no stripes
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• It’s not my fault I’m white like a zebra, no stripes !
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• I’m a Cali boy and I shaped out right !
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• Focused on my education and communication between my family and my life which will never turn out right !
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• Got a noose around my neck now !
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• Got me feelin like I’m tied down !
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• Gotta sacrifice my life for the greater good of my feelings now !
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• Maybe I should make this quicker, put a gun to my head and make the last thing I hear
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• Blow !
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• Next thing I know I’m in heaven, knees weak, kneeling for forgiveness !
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• Daring to ask the very being that sacrificed his life so I didn’t do stuff like this for a second chance
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• NO !
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• Next thing I know I’m in hell, knees weak, I regret asking for forgiveness !
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• I regret having this illness which prevents me from preventing thinking of things like killing !
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• Fuck It ! I regret being religious !
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• No !
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• Next thing I know I’m in a hospital, knees weak, I regret not being religious, In a few weeks I’ll regret seeing the stitches on the right side of my brain concealing all of my pain, remindin myself of all the shit going on in head
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• God ! Why didn’t you just put me to bed, leave my soul to rest, and create the next ill minded being that will soon follow my steps and end his life, like the thousands of those before him
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• God ! Just put me to bed !
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• Next thing I know, I’m in bed, knees weak, grateful for life.
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• It was all a bad dream,
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• I woke up hit a couple of snoots said good morning to my dead mama, put the gun to the back of my brain cocked it back, it went
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• Boom !