DEFENDER'S RAP

• Promise heron ill put my fist up when i'm out of this calamity. You were my
• Mary Jane and i was your Peter Parker. I was crazy in love with you, you
• were crazy in love with me. All we had to fear was sanity. I can't believe
• you had the audacity to cheat. I've cheated too; on tests; never on a heart
• I thought this was the start of something great. Nevermore
• Furthermore i feel like a fallen sycamore; Shaken to the core, i'm shocked
• to be discarded like this, its far from bliss and i'm awfully close to pissed
• You overcharged my card; left me on the boulevard, broken and scarred
• But the thing i used to adore will soon be extinct like a dinosaur
• I'm appalled and yet enthralled with how you swore to adore,
• but the second you could you bolted for the door and somehow
• turned to a whore, I slammed it behind you I want you out, nevermore
• I did everything i could to ignore, and for four weeks things seemed less bleak
• Then you called me and implored i was needed. I dropped my life again
• to try to work on you like a farmer with a dying hen. I'm just a writer with a
• dying pen. God damn another bottle gone; where can i find zen.
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• I'm not done; I may be grasping at fantasies like straws
• Going crazy; off the walls whimsicality but in reality i lack sanity. I working
• rapidly overcapacity but i don't know my options rock bottom didn't hurt
• so bad, i mean hitting it did get me awfully mad.Time to be disregarded then discarded like
• some low off suit cards in a poker game.