DEFENDER'S RAP

• What if I told you that I'm out here battling' my demons?
• There's some things that you'll never understand,
• Like how most people where I'm from don't understand you
• Like how most black boy joy get destroyed,
• That's by the same system you went to for the award
• There's little girls without they father, ain't got no mama
• There sons that lookin up to they papa
• Cause he just want the highest honor
• Well, Hello, Your Honor, I know the lines blurred
• I'm just a victim to a story missing my words
• What if I told you that I was kind of different
• And me not loving you for who you are now
• It wasn't exactly my intension
• If I told you I was prolific, would you believe me
• Or find it in your heart to receive me?
• If I told you I'm not this way and I like girls
• Could you still look me in my face
• And would you say some things to make me run away
• Would you tell me that I'm sinning, This ain't God's work
• Baby, You ain't living... Shit I try to change my ways
• So I could try to get ya to listen
• If I turn suicidal, When I slit my wrists
• All on your Holy Bible, Would you turn your back
• Or would you hold me tighter
• If I'm laying in the hearse, would you cry because I'd never wore a skirt
• Or you be mad because I didn't tell you first?