CHALLENGER'S RAP

• She clears her throat and she looks up slow and says "You're no longer pregnant"
• And, man it kinda hit me in the worst way
• 'Cause it happened like three days before my birthday
• Now, now me and her's back on track, but I can't like a real shot I ain't giving it
• 'Cause I've got this feeling saying that I can't trust her, and look man, I can't get rid of it
• Man I gotta talk to her, I'ma see her next week and that's when I'll talk to her
• I picked her up so I can drop her at airport, I said I'm tired so she can drive
• And I'm just there in the passenger seat and I'm looking at her square in the eyesst you
• "And look I don't know what it is but I've got a feeling so deep in my ribs
• "Months ago you was gonna have my kid and now I feel that the solution is to...
• "Let me have a look in your phone, it might sound dumb but let me have a look in your phone
• "Don't get it twisted, I'm grown but let me have a look in your phone
• "I'll see nothing, stop bugging, we'll get to trusting, build something, you'll probably be cussing
• "Like I told you there was nothing in my phone, and word on my life, I'll let that go
• "let me look in your phone" she said "No" I said "Word? you want me to take you serious yo,
• "So, you've gotta respect how I'm tryna move
• "Five years deep, you'll let that go, just to not let me look in your phone"
• She looked back with a worried and scared face and then she said "No"
• look you see that kinda iffy, man I let that go so quickly, still went the airport to let her off
• And then I put my key right though the letter box
• Look, what was in her phone? Man I would never know
• But nine times out of ten there was the maddest tings in her phone
• Now I get a phone call few days later, she's like "Hi", I'm like "Waddup?"
• She's like "Now you can look through my phone" I'm like "Shut up"
• Three months after, I'm in Shoreditch, and I see her cousin
• And she pulls me to the side like "I wanna talk to you about something"
• And I'm like "Calm, we can step out the bar, and me and you can go and speak in the car"
• And she's like "I don't talk to my cousin no more man, she takes things kind of far"
• And I'm like "Wait there, what do you wanna say to me?"
• And she goes "Uhm, shit, I don't know how to say this but, I don't really wanna say no dirt
• "But when you was with her, she was chatting to a couple man, and there was this guy from work
• "when she was having his kid, she showed up to my crib, she wasn't sure if it was yours or his"
• And I said "Wait there, how do you know?"
• She says "On my daughter's life I know, I'm only telling you cause I don't talk to her no more"
• And I couldn't care about the cheating but the child shit hit me harder
• Man I got excited and I told my mum that I might not have been that father
• But I guess I didn't know that lady
• After the miscarriage, shit got crazy
• She looked back like "Miscarriage, what?" I said "Yeah, she miscarried my baby"
• She said "Wait there Blame, are you sure?"
• I said "I saw her on the floor
• "We both went to the hospital and they said that the child weren't there anymore"
• And she said "When this happen? Around the end of Feb?"
• I said "Yeah, how you know?" she said "Fuck man, these girls are dred"
• I said "Wait, what you mean?" she said "On my daughter's life I'm talking
• "But in the middle of February, I took her to get an abortion"
• See gyal are fucked like that
• Yeah man fuck up, but mans fuck ups ain't fucked like that
• Are you even clocking the play?
• So the miscarriage and her being on the floor was all staged
• And then they ask why man's so bitter
• And man turned into your average nigga
• Saying how you can't trust these women, trust rudeboy, man it can't get realer
• But if I learnt one thing out of this whole thing, you've gotta go with your gut
• But you ain't gotta take my advice 'cause I'm just Cadet AKA The Slut