DEFENDER'S RAP

• I remember when i was 9(Nine). My Dad was accused of commiting a crime, i had nothing in mind cos i was like a tiny ant to strike. Infact what's all this racism about..? Can't we just all stay relevant and love each like an object in dice...? Grandma always uses to tell me, "Alexander", life sucks so embrace all the parallels in it & make a good achievement outta it... What can i say..? It is what it is cos this horrible world ain't gonna Changed. There is a chance for everyone to be perfect cos things ain't always the same. I really love Uncle James but he never behaved like his name, Always terrorising the family with Drugs & cocaine. Our family is falling apart, i had to stop this race. I had to work very hard for my lil' sister Jane, she's almost at her graduation stage. I had to step up and save this Family before it expands more shames.
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• I found myself being a waitress 😔. I approximately Faced death course working through out the entirely day furnished me with More stress😥. Feels like God has profligate me or maybe i was never blessed 😭. Always playing hard to get, such a mess... Maybe i don't belong in this world, i wanted to kill myself till i was cought up in a moment where i told myself "i have to take a fucking step"... So i decided going to church, 30 days of praying and fasting, telling God all my depress and all that I've been through till he purified all my regrets now I feel blessed 😊
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• Now i own a big discerning of an Airplane Jet, went back home, hugged my mom, told her how much she meant to me & she was like "Wow" Son, I'm impressed.
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• Life is so difficult & laborious but that shouldn't makes us lose hope.
• Fight & belabor it cos that's what i did😘