Hannah2004 vs user862313092

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Write about something that kept reoccurring in your childhood that was tragic asf. Like mine

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CHALLENGER'S RAP

Verse 1]
They always want to start a war Not knowing what i’m fighting for
Cause if they want the truth We’ll have to go back in time
Take away my hopes and dreams And rewind my life
Click pause and wait youh gotta think this over
You gotta believe me This is exactly what i told her
Chorus]
I was too young to understand
What goes on between a woman and a man
And when i finally found out
I shut down,
Never told a soul
What you don’t already know
Verse 2]
I was so scared I didn’t even know what happened
Sitting here telling all of my truths I’m about to cry rapping
I’m always really scared
Scared to share my feelings (not)
Scared to share my thoughts (never)
Scared to love again (somebody please change my mind)
Losing all of my friends Chasing after lost dreams
This nightmare never ends Bringing all of my past screams
Back to life again I was always in pain
Riding on a lost soul train Change my mind
Change my life Bring me back the ones Who sacrificed
Chorus]
I was too young to understand
About what goes on between a woman
And a man
When i finally found out
I shut down
Never told a soul
What you don’t already know
Verse 3)
Your husband was slipping his hands down Your baby girls thighs
Right in between them your caught him once before
Grabbed you baby girl called her a whore
You were angry crying and screaming
Next thing you know you kicked her All because you believed him
What happened to the love for your daughter
Was cause she reminded you too much of her father
It maybe it was your guilt that kept you away for 15 years
Fuck you and fuck ya man cause I know this time
I’m not gonna let you ruin my life
You did it once before I made something of myself You’re the whore
I know who I am what do and where I’ve gone
But I don’t know how I ever thought of you as my mom
I just wish you would’ve understood that I was too young

Challenger

Hannah2004

DEFENDER'S RAP

Each day I live in fear
The feeling that everyone just leers
They avoid each carcass as though it just disappears
The type of pain no one can notice or hear
Until it goes into you with more force than a spear
Shattering every part of hope and instills loads of fear.
It tears at your heart and replaces it with darkness
And let me tell you this condition is severe.
All my therapists could never understand
But slowly the feeling just seemed to expand
All my family and friends picked up in a hurry
And they quickly became very wary
As it sat in the back looking quite scary.
I thought of the ways I could end my suffering
But I knew of some ways that would be way funner.
I have some quite frightening thoughts
They claim to be mine but I know they are not
They control each move I make
I’ll beg for control but they just say Nah
They feed me information I know is fake
But the pain from doubt still inflicts a lot.
Every time I retaliate they enforce
A feeling in my heart that is the opposite of hot.
AHHH!
I just can not believe it
Every corner I turned is deceived
No one can hear me when I speak
Every thought that is heard I heed.
Everyone just believes that is regular me
That I am the type to cut myself just to watch me bleed.
It’s almost like I got a bag over my head because it’s getting really hard to breathe.
They walk through me as though I’m not real.
All of a sudden they decided I will never heal.
They walk by with a side glance and I see their disgusted look
They don’t realize that people other than them can feel.
The closest to me are even the worst
My head overdoses in ideas to make me push them out of my life.
And the thing is you can tell when you look at them that it hurts
I am sorry that im treating you like dirt.
But this is not me most of the time im not even alert.

Defender

user862313092