CHALLENGER'S RAP

• Lord forgive me, I know I've made a lot of mistakes
• When you look at my face you can tell I'm ready to break
• Ready to snap, lost, where am I at?
• I keep looking for light but why am I in the black
• It's invisible I've been mixing and twisting the principles
• There I go talking 'bout my life, how it's miserable
• It's pitiful I live in this prison I been in through
• Tryin' to minister when I'm the one that needs to be ministered to
• Lord forgive me
• I don't know why I do this
• I betray You stab You in the back like Judas
• Like Peter I deny You, like I don't know
• Tears running down my face as the rooster crows
• I'm a liar living in a world of 'em
• I'm dyin' sins starting to fill my lungs
• Oh no, I can hear the devil of my head
• Great, Nate it looks like you're doin' circles again
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• It's like my life is one big circle
• I'm trying to go forward, but I'm in reverse still
• It's like my life wants me to fail
• Say I'm lookin' for heaven, but I'm headin' for hell
• It's like my life is one big circle
• I'm trying to go forward, but I'm in reverse still
• It's like my life wants me to fail
• Say I'm lookin' for heaven, but I'm headin' for hell
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• I wake up in the mornin'
• My minds on me
• Never said a prayer, Lord, never even noticed
• Why am I so open to blaming when I'm broke
• The moment I feel fine, I let the door close
• Dealing with insecurity but not about myself
• I'm having a hard time trusting anyone else
• I treat you like a toy
• So I put you on the shelf
• Like I'll come play later if I need any help
• And yeah I think you're calling but I don't really hear you
• Seems I should be concerned with what I see in the mirror
• What I see in the mirror's more than my apearance
• I see anger eating away at my spirit
• And maybe I should change, but I don't really want to
• Unless I feel pain it's like I don't really want you
• I know, by now it seems like I'd be smarter
• The worst part is, now I'm right back where I started