DEFENDER'S RAP

• Im telling you ive been going threw alot, i dont understand why im changeing, like baby
• Im sorry for my lack of trust and communication, but we gotta depend on life on who we trust, my soul its grinding
• And weeping, my dads in the hospital and im worried by him, and u dont give a fuck bout me, i
• Trusted my girl and she lied to my face, and yeah im fucked up, but more than that, im sick and tired of wearing like
• Fucking badge, but naw yall niggas don't give a fuck, so why am i trying to send a honest message,
• Yall fucking up niggas thats what yall talent is,
• I swear to god pops was right i shouldnt of never gave yall parts of me, swear that why its hard now to talk me,
• Im going up back under my umbrella of deppresion, bye monday if yall dont see me im in jdf, and
• Naw yall didnt give af at the time, so yeah bae why should stick around and rewind,anxiety is real and
• Im tired of that, smokeing tears and im tired of that, one day imma im slice the throat of mine, how ur
• Own mama give you cancer, yall should raise awareness for your kids, i would hate to see a kid going
• Threw worse than this, in the studio almost all the time, put on that smile, but you dont know wat happens
• Between them lines, i swear family yall niggas then took a toll this time, what happened
• To the family i use to know, i swear these days now i cant stay in control, why u giving me that look
• Like i just robbed the bank , and im the crook, ur preety that what i sometimes overlook,
• Its ok you dont even gotta look at me, i swear while im giving you luv intimacy, so no im done
• I want to take this saftey off this fucking gun, im broken, but sometime im hurt of this deppresion,
• But no that i leave it up to god but its seems he wants me to go between the lines, so
• When i hit big yall niggas remember how yall niggas tore me from one to another line,
• my Hart was something that a
• Engineer proabably would never ignite,all this shit that I'm hearing from my family that I could
• Never be a rapper brings my pain to criptonite,like god how can i handle the depression
• ,in this I bring love
• And my confession,connection that's the shit I designated,related all the effort I put in fixing
• Myself was waisted,like I guess the demons that was placed in my Hart thought here must
• Be the pain acception,like baby left,and I'm committed to the dark side,its parting me like it's a
• Rift to go,its hard to swallow,when I push down the pain It rebottles,and the soul of
• The oak tree hollows,but the pain is still trapped in the roots,the feelings inside of me leads a
• Major path to my dispute,I think soo much about it,all I guess I can do is sit here and rap about
• It,writing these rhymes creates a portal to my veins,living the life of mine can rip u up and the
• Leave scarrs on the body as a acception as it remains, as I end this rap i tell you a life lesson,
• Don't let the Pain in you destroy you let it replensh,and lead the light in you as a reference,the
• Chose is ready to be choosen,on this dark path of life destiny calls,show them the life of love
• and soul is a cause,life is not charging ourself it's about being who we are....and that's facts