Battles Mute_ vs JustaLilBlue
RULES
Depression rap session
Max of 36 lines
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CHALLENGER'S RAP
- I don't need a beat to get ridiculous
- I spit a bit vicious like kid vicious
- You bitches get ya out of existence
- Im persistent
- The way i rhyme is not expensive
- But it could cause studio time when im out of prison
- In my mind and my living situation
- Feeling like im dead but somehow im still livin
- Its hard not being a thug when you don't wanna be
- So i was a wanna be never claimed to be
- But affiliations are silenced
- Like suppressed nines
- That could've gave some of my best times
- Im no g and im truly thankful for that
- I just dress like one since that's where my minds at
- Barely any crimes in fact about my own shit
- Sometimes i wrote it
- Re quote it part of a moment or movement
- Conclusion of drug abusin
- Almost the best to do it under the excuses
- But my pigment makes it a touchy subject
- Cause i don't look like a wife or a husband
- Reject the last statement in foreign land
- Im sorry mans ill take my ass back to where ever i land
- It shall be by the last of my sweat glans
- I get past and have a real place to crash
- Without guns to my ass for no reason
- Or am i just paranoid and breathin?
DEFENDER'S RAP
- I wish to give up and I want to quit
- the air I breathe hurts more than I'll admit
- the pain I feel is a habit I hold
- choking on guilt for all the lies I told
- my body is weak hands continue to shake
- every memory causes my heart to break
- anytime we argue I'm just another headache
- anytime you cheat you say it's just a mistake
- line up my friends I couldn't say who was fake
- because while I give they just seem to take
- I give too much away but it's never enough
- keep a smile remember to pretend to be tough
- I push away anyone who ever might've cared
- and if you want the truth honestly I'm scared
- don't feel safe so I don't even sleep at night
- I go to bed at the break of morning's light
- I don't know if I'm depressed convinced I'm alright
- It's still dark in my head when the sun is burning bright
- standing on a chair heavy with the weight of hope
- I hide the burns around my neck from last night's rope
- cut me down paid for therapy by selling dope
- now i sit and talk about healthy ways to cope
- not that i want to die i just don't want to live
- they took all i had now there's nothing to give
- late nights agonizing what i could have done before
- like maybe i should've said something tried a little more
- her last words light the screen on my phone bring me pain
- lost another best friend to hope they couldn't obtain
- please refrain from joking with me i just don't see the humor
- because i know a girl who took her life over a rumor