CHALLENGER'S RAP

• I hate everyday, sometimes I get up in the morning and get tired at looking at my face,
• Its been 3 years and im still in this dark place, and bless tommorow cause sometimes I be having dreams
• That I'll never awake, and i smoke to try to abbreviate my pain, niggas was in the trenches trying to be a soldier,
• Hopeing to be a rapper as i got older , ive been in pain lost and physically and mentally exhausted, the people that you
• Hope that would be there forever always stick a blade in ur back and put your hart in a fucked up coffin,
• And youll understand my lyrics when it happens to you often, mind games and tricks and games feed in to
• These Hart breakers often, cant control these stressing thoughts there going crazy , Mari gets tired of
• That annoying ass word maybe, tired of people that just want the benefits for yourself , anxiety is rushing
• Through my veins and it hurts to know and tell, I'm alone in my dark house , sitting here writting emotional
• Bars out my mouth, you ever cry till you couldn't cry nomore, and you at the end of the day when you do the
• Pain still swarm, it's funny, people laugh when you start to talk about your feelings, how's it funny when
• Hart is getting attacked and it's peeling , fighting the devil in rage, feeling worthless as you ask
• God what was this develish mistake, you can put my pain In captions, right now fighting
• To the next day is what I'm mapping, nobody had the courage to show me how to take action,, no matter were my life ends up I will never
• Stop rapping,
• Second verse
• Lyrics:
• I feel demosticated,there's no compensation,but I feel tuff,
• I wonder how did I go threw life with nobodys love to cuff,wat is this feeling
• Its like imaginary clutch,yeah I'm different but I cant go under denial, seeing my daddy
• In a hospital bed was the thing that makes my music viral,what is love to me
• Is like me as a baby,when my momma couldn't even take care of my hurt and misery,guess it
• Was a crime, if I probably asked here if she loved me she probably would say that baby wasn't
• Mine,and I cry,these tears are made with the soul that makes the sun shine,yeah I live with it
• Yeah cause I have no choice,the resighn of honesty left the pain inside of my brain dripping with
• wet tears There moist,at 15 it seems like I have stand my checkpoint with a voice..rejoice no
• Closure within me life is under oath,seems that love is from the stitches that I woke,it's hard to
• Sleep don't understand why my friends and love ones keep assaulting me,right now this tears are
• Haulting me,I question why am I slipping to depression,when I look in the mirrors I don't remember
• That reflection,but I see the eyes of a broken soul not mention,
• Like the Hart that I have can't be bare it griefs protection,and I grab on my face and its tears
• When I awake,like if I die tommorow mom fuck it it's to late,when u get in heaven I'll be waiting
• At the gate,it's like I'm in a trap in mind were fate is wat I create,if you shake me when I'm
• In my Coffin and I don't respond just know my mind and love is never something u can replace