DEFENDER'S RAP

• Embracing you was my worst mistake,
• My whole life was put at stake,
• I can't believe someone could be so fake,
• Now I couldn't float deeper in a lake...
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• I'm always tired, but never of you,
• You were always lying, man whoever knew,
• throw me a sign boy, throw me a clue,
• You lookin' in the dumps, why you so blue?
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• If your love was so truthful,
• Why'd you have to go and pull,
• My heartstrings, they're so dull,
• Drinking from an empty bottle.
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• Falling in love, man it couldn't get harder,
• To let go, but I need to get smarter,
• Did you really love me? I let it bother,
• I tried but I couldn't hold on any longer.
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• Every girl should know what you do,
• Everything I helped you get through.
• But I never even had a clue
• So I'm exchanging for something true.
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• I hate myself more than you will ever boy,
• Cause you treated me like some fucking toy,
• Lovin you now would give me no joy,
• Quit acting cute man now don't be coy.
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• Confused as hell now speaking in a slur,
• My heart turned to liquid so you'd stir,
• You love me now, are you really sure?
• Love and hate man, the lines are blurred!
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• Okay, maybe that moment didn't last,
• but I don't care, man, shit I'm past,
• That shit, I've never got him and fast,
• Yeah, our loves not so fuckin' vast
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• every relationship couldn't stay,
• So I'm playing with people every day,
• I'm numb, no I don't feel any pain!
• Because of them, I'm drained
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• I'd have to stay drunk to love you,
• Why you always actin' so blue?
• Shit, I seriously don't have a clue,
• Maybe cuz you can't stand to be true???