DEFENDER'S RAP

• shit like that is unreasonable, school is a real struggle,
• teacher's acting like i'm this terrible, horrible, despicable thing,
• today I got suspended for something that wasn't on me,
• that's defamation like character assassination,
• I get their frustration but I don't understand the allegations,
• when I try to explain, my family decides to ignore,
• acting like i'm a ghost and they didn't hear me walk through the door,
• been happening for years but now it hit my core,
• can't stand it anymore, think it's time to be that fighter,
• a burnt child always dreads the fire,
• what part of her mind made her spark the lighter under my ass,
• maybe i'm a psychopath and I might go mad,
• I might go back and turn those clear skies to a thunderstorm in warzone,
• or should I become a closed book?,
• I won't allow myself to be cast in a mold and do what i'm told,
• i've got that thick skin like i'm "cast-iron", that last siren,
• these tragic experiences made my case harden,
• this is what happens when i'm put through pain,
• I carry the weight to the seeds of change,
• those "kegenda drums" bouta move like a "Bucket Brigade",
• through the "Buffer state", couples years i've been "Blue in the face",
• but who's to say I ain't used to it?, my family is my "Barn-Burner",
• they made me more dangerous than a loaded gun in Russian Roulette,
• that's the game i'm playing and I ain't rushing through that,
• i'm at my "crossroads", choosing left or right at midnight,