DEFENDER'S RAP

• Depression was the only life that I knew.
• I wanted to die that was true.
• I never said thank-you.
• Expected people to worship me like religion, Hindu.
• No I didn't think this through these emotions stick like glue.
• Throughout all these years I still don't know what to do.
• My heads filled with a bunch of dead bolts and loose screws.
• I'm not amused, I'm quite confused, I feel very used.
• These words you're screaming got me bruised.
• Slurping up these bitches getting rid of them like booze.
• In this game I will never lose.
• You're simpler than fucking blues clues.
• Can you find the paw print?
• Hit you with a small whip.
• On that ball you have no grip.
• Let me rip your bitch off she's attached to my hip.
• Say your suicidal, standing on the edge.
• Bitch jump off do a fucking flip.
• Laughing so hard I slipped.
• The blood from your head dripped.
• The only reason you're alive is the condom ripped.
• Of all your pride you were stripped.
• Walking round like you just got your dick clipped.
• Careful walking like that gone get your tooth chipped.
• I got a sad song, but somebody else got it worse
• I got this pain, but to someone else this might not hurt
• If only things went right for me, I would smile more
• When it rains it pours, but on me, it comes down more
• I've gained weight, I’m trying lose it, this ain't fun to see
• It’s my girl’s fault always eating these sweets in front of me
• We go to restaurants I always wanna order salad
• A rack of ribs won't kill me, or do anymore damage
• I'll start my diet tomorrow I swear, or the next day
• I blame my lapses on everyone else, that’s the best way
• Why should I stand and ride, life ain't a Segway
• Lay down and cry, I rather be depressed, I'm dead weight, try
• No I, truthfully just rather lie here
• And the truth to me's a mask disguised by my lies here
• I can't even face my mirror, with a slight stare
• Cause anything past a glimpse, I just might tear
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• Hook: Nino Bless
• So just feel bad for me, what a tragedy
• Sing my sad song, na na na .......na
• Sing my sad song, na na na .......na
• It goes on and on and on sing, na na na na
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• Verse 2: Nino Bless
• Tomorrow's today, This is Groundhog Day
• Shut my alarm; see the crack of dawn to my dismay, damn
• I hate this job, but got bills to pay
• I got the saddest song ever, why do I feel this way
• Look maybe it’s my mother’s fault cuz she ain't ever love me right
• (My mother never loved me, at least yours loved you right?)
• (My mother died when I was 16 I got it worse)
• (Man I wish I had a mom at all, mine’s died giving birth)
• All week I been eating out from that dollar menu
• (I been living off Ramen noodles, 5 for a dollar special)
• (Look be glad y'all food's clean, I gotta dig through garbage)
• (Man I would kill for anything to eat, I'm really starving)
• But regardless of ya situation mine’s is worse
• I bet you couldn't walk through half the roads that I’ve traversed
• If you’re dehydrating, I just died of thirst
• Everyday I'm contemplating suicide from 9 to 5 at work