CHALLENGER'S RAP

• I was born as a child of God and raised by a Christian family
• From the beginning i've been innocent, a follower of God is who I am the man to be
• I grew up and i've always attended churches, i've watched T.V. sermons and always did service
• Every Sunday i've gave praise and worship, I've always read and studied the Bible
• Getting in the word, memorizing stories, and learning by practicing verse recital
• I've always believed in the Father God and Son Christ
• Then i've began to know them, having a relationship and accepting them in my life
• As my Lord and Savior, i've been a Christian who's strong in prayer
• I've learned to ask for needs instead of begging for a favor
• I've always prayed everytime, night and day
• I've only just talked, then i've learned really what to tell and how to say
• I used to pray before I eat, and prayed before I could sleep
• I used to pray when I was weak, and prayed as I would weep
• i've always just prayed, for me, till i've learned to pray for other needs
• and i've prayed for others, people, and prayed for other things
• Whatever you would do if God were there with you, is what " right " is
• I used to do the right thing, I used to be righteous
• I used to be good, and I used to stay positive
• My Guardian Angel on my right shoulder, my right side and actions where my perogative
• I used to be faithful, and I was never perfect in life
• When in need of needs, I would go to and acknowledge Christ
• I was following Jesus's footsteps and growing to be a true Christan
• but there was a change, in my position, and I turned out to be different
• and, then, and then, and then I...I....I
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• I feel I've been born again, but this time a born sinner
• I don't know what the hell is getting into me, Inside me, I feel my inner core quiver
• I just know I wasn't like this and I feel guilty, but at the same time I don't, and I feel this is the real me
• I haven't been at Church in forever, the last time I went, I got tired and sleepy
• Now when I'm flipping through channels, I turn to, then skip the Christian sermons on T.V.
• I got the Bible on my conscience, but walk by the bookshelf when I see it
• I think and say to myself " I will study, " then it looks and seems too long, and I get too lazy too read it
• I went from asking the Lord to questioning the Lord, questioning of the Lord and disrespecting the Lord
• I never witnessed Jehovah, doubting thee and doubting " on God "
• I don't know really know the Messiah anymore, no longer counting on God
• I believe in them, part-half atheist and more, but I don't believe them, so even tho I know they exist, I ignore
• I will still say somewhat of a prayer, but now I only do it rarely
• temporarily, when in need of some trouble or crisis, and when times get scary
• In life, in my life, I guess it's whenever I tune in to music
• reciting the lyrics that send messages to my brain, trying to rebuke it
• Or whenever I felt invisioned whenever watching television
• Channeling things on the channel that I hear and listen, the spirits in the Horror shows come to life and can tell a vision
• and it seems to be real, and I stopped praying at night before going to sleep
• I left the T.V. on, and I'm in a state of mind and senses that are weak
• The lights are off with darkness and I got cold feet, demons come out the T.V. screen to stalk and creep
• I'm now in deep sleep, so now they spy and sneak, they attack and wrestle me while I am weak, I feel paralyzed, and there's not a thing that I can see
• Cause I can't even open my eyes, so am I still in my dream
• I realize I'm awake and feel under pressure, I attempt to scream
• silently, cause I can't talk, move, or see, but I can only think
• So in my mind, I think and say " momma " then call for " Jesus, "
• and then it releases off me, and me and my body is freed
• I awake with all my senses, and I feel terrified and relieved
• It feels symbiotic to me tho , l still experience it every night and can't sleep
• more frightning than nightmares, I stopped praying before I eat
• I was hungry for many days and nights, my left shoulder I was looking over
• Another angel appeared and left a chip, and I ate the chip on my shoulder
• It was Lucifer and Satan disguised, and I fell for his tricks, I don't know if I was lost or sober
• Me and my familiy fell out, cause there was a lot of drama, and there was a lot of trauma, after I had lost my momma
• I blame God, so now my relationship with him is a far away distance
• I've become rebellious, and I'm Anti-Christ this instance
• I've become evil now, will this be my future or will it be like my past, I've became demonic, and I have gone bad
• I've been both righteous and evil