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CHALLENGER'S RAP
- I wish I wasn't anxious
- I wish i wasn't depressed
- i wish i wasn't stressed
- I wish that when it came to cutting I wasn't obsessed
- I wish i didn't care about what people thought of me
- I wish i didn't push away everyone who offered their company
- I wish i didn't say I wish i had somebody
- cause I have tons of people its just im to busy focusing on this dumbass hobby
- so, I don't notice them which makes it feel like I ain't got nobody
- and they leave, so I lose everybody
- and I try to say im sorry but it's too late for me to live happily
- yeah, it's too late for me to live with a stable mentality
- there is no way for me to get back my sanity
- back before I lived in a fantasy
- back before when I lived in reality
- back before I tried having an impossible legacy
- but now I just write songs and drown out the noises with ecstasy
- cause my life changed when that first girl cheated
- back before those drugs were things I needed
- I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?
- Maybe they were too far, hey-oh-Nah-Nah
- I must have blown apart a million dandelions
- Now they don't grow in my yard, hey-oh-Nah-Nah
- I wish i wasn't a stoner
- I wish i wasn't a loner
- I wish i wasn't a loser
- I wish that everything I did didn't affect my composure
- I wish i wasn't crazy like the joker
- I wish i didn't dread October knowing that not going to hoco will make me feel even lower
- I wish my friends lived closer
- I wish i didn't get any older
- I wish time went slower
- I wish my life didn't suck
- when it comes to me nobody gives a fuck
- every girl that ive dated turned out to be a slut
- no matter how hard I try I never have good luck
- I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?
- Maybe they were too far, hey-oh-Nah-Nah
- I must have blown apart a million dandelions
- Now they don't grow in my yard, hey-oh-Nah-Nah
- I wish i was intelligent
- I wish i didn't care about others judgement
- I wish I wasn't violent
- I wish i didn't get broken by every girl I loved
- I wish my heart wasn't crushed
- I wish i wasn't damaged
- I wish i could remember what happened
- I wish i had talent
- I wish i could say I've found happiness but I haven't
- I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?
- Maybe they were too far, hey-oh-Nah-Nah
- I must have blown apart a million dandelions
- Now they don't grow in my yard, hey-oh-Nah-Nah
- I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?
- Maybe they were too far, hey-oh-Nah-Nah
- I must have blown apart a million dandelions
- Now they don't grow in my yard, hey-oh-nah-nah
DEFENDER'S RAP
- Hook-
- Who the fuck are you to judge me?
- Only god can judge me
- Who the fuck are you to judge me?
- Cause only god can judge me
- I said who the fuck are you to judge me?
- Only god can judge me
- Verse-
- Im done rapping im bout to pass the notepad
- Ive been depressed lately, get me some prozac,
- But if you paid attention you would notice it, i dont try to hide it
- It was all the trauma in my childhood that turned me violent
- Sad and empty feel the pressure building up
- Till it all boils over and suddenly i erupt
- But i dont give a fuck cause my brain is so deranged i feel estranged lost and chained
- Ashes of the old me are all that remains
- That would explain why my reputation is tarnished and stained
- (Hook)
- Verse-
- Now that i think about it, yeah i wanna flatline, thats what i said last time
- I said i wrote my last rhyme, committed my last crime
- Now im losing lots, nobody ever passes by, no friends, no mom no sister
- But im broken so who the fuck cares? The man upstairs has never listened to my prayers
- Cause i need help. I cant save me from myself, broken hearted ever since i turned twelve. Cause my dad went to jail 10 months i didnt see him
- When he told me the whole story i could hardly believe it
- My mom used and deceived me, wanted to leave me for dead
- But i wish she woulda cause i need some fucking mental rest