DEFENDER'S RAP

• I’ve been thinking bout the time
• When the X just hit my spine
• When I’ve been mornin smokin and my ex hit up my line
• But I’m not reminiscing so I won’t think bout no time
• So now you end up on this rhyme, oh shit
• Now take it back, on the porch where I’ve been thinkin
• Instead of cryin drinkin I’ve been writin in my feelings
• I’ve been walkin on the ceiling, body crossed but not from healing
• Poppin tylenol and whiskey just for buzz but not for sleeping
• Damn, guess I’m slept on just like Ambiens
• Overdosing from your love better call me an ambulance
• Better think of a better plan, I bet you’ll make me another man
• I just wanna be beside you to see life from another hand
• Or probably I’m trippin but this is no LSD
• I just want a night with you, I better take a knee
• My mind been freezin cold, I got a vile mentality
• I want you to be my majesty, emotions mix like alchemy
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• Cause I’ve been homesick
• Mama told me never try to wife no ho quick
• I’ve been homesick
• But I want you to be someone I’m at home close with
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• My friends tellin me screw love, go out chasin the dough
• My parents told me hear your heart but I ain’t feelin so sure
• And others telling me and tellin me and tellin some more
• Man I don’t know what I should do no more, fuck it
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• I’m sayin fuck it no discussions
• I’m just banging on percussions
• I don’t need no fucking love or no reaper repercussions
• I’ve been smokin, friends and jokin, home alone Macaulay Caulkin
• I don’t need to see your texts, got No Service call me Token
• I’m just talkin to myself, people tellin me I’m crazy
• Lately faintly drinking Bailey thinkin bout her on a daily
• Does she like me, will she play me, will she feel me, will she date me
• Will she flip me maybe hit me and then drop me, man I’m angry
• I’m feelin far from home like my name is Peter Parker, my life more darker
• Than December 7 smog from Pearl Harbour
• I’m trynna see them breastplates and I ain’t talking armour
• Our circle really close and I suppose that you’re King Arthur
• When you’re beside it’s harder, to think bout any partner
• And when you somewhere farther and my feelings full of ardor getting screamed at by my father wishing that I’ll someday be more smarter, and emotions getting sharper like a knife used by a carver
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• I guess I’m just alone and I ain’t talking banking
• Depressed wishing for home, I don’t want no Benjamin Franklin
• Or no Andrew Jackson I just need a Thomas Jefferson
• The only 2 I need is you and me cause you’re my medicine
• Ya, I guess my feelings are just out of control
• Got shot in the heart like a black during patrol
• I guess I’m just a kid, a teen, I’m still a lost soul
• Babysitting my reflection, I’ve been out for a stroll
• But you’re pure gold and perfection, I just need your Midas touch
• Your skin got heavenly complexion, but I ain’t no judge or such
• I’m just a person with a mission, to reach the goal of a musician
• Man they called me half-blood prince, like I’m a lyrical magician
• But now, I’ve been searching but ain’t got GPS
• Cupid aiming for my body like this shit a FPS
• Now you’re my diva, my sativa, you’re the light to my idea
• You’re the flame to my dragon, the pain made me a believer