DEFENDER'S RAP

• Sometimes I feel like nobody really knows me/
• you ever felt alone while surrounded by ya homies/
• even I, have had enough of me/
• jus wanna disappear from here if only/
• I could get out of my head for a moment/
• but I'm anchored, stuck, can't break free from the bullshit that's been dropped on me/
• bills steadily pilin up, kids to feed/
• wife is constantly in a state of agony/
• some days the weed don't even relieve the stress that I'm constantly under but I tell myself everybody got problems and they find ways solve em or do the best they can none the less/
• jus gotta slow down collect yourself/
• take a second, reflect/
• jus take breath/
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• I never run from a challenge but I fail sometimes/
• but I log it to memory and learn from my, short comings and I will try, try, try, until I do and y'all it's no lie/
• that I fail alot but still I will fight, claw and climb, thru will or spite/
• I'm not one to jus accept defeat, no matter how bad shit look or seems/
• either we have or haven't been thru worse, either way one thing is certain tomorrow will bring/
• another day full of all new problems, people to deal with, tasks to accomplish/
• I'm jus tryin to figure out all of this nonsense honest to God I feel I'm fallin/
• or maybe I'm stallin slowly dissolvin/
• all of these problems how do we resolve em/
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• Verse 3 Kiitta
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• Were you ever in a position where you couldn’t understand
• All that happening around you wasn’t part of your plan
• It started falling outta pieces one by one
• And Everything that you had worked for slowly sunk
• You surely shrunk, had to go and find someone
• your mind definitely went into an overrun
• to overcome
• you try just about everything
• Start questioning, all that was irrelevant
• Dejected cause you’ve hit a brick wall your exhausted
• cautious now you being mindful of your losses
• But lemme tell you that’s it’s all part of the progress
• Man it’s all part of the process
• You and I both know it’s hard
• And the pressure cuts deeper the greater you are
• But the higher you reach, more failures will teach you
• Not to give up, just breathe!