DEFENDER'S RAP

• It's unbearable when your body's irreparable,
• Starting to get desperate and reading through the parables,
• The spirit's willing but the flesh is weak,
• Feel it's my destiny to never breathe,,
• All these entities coercing me to end it,
• Scars on my wrist always scoffing at my presence,
• The endless nights I spent shaking writhing in the darkness,
• I thought I knew pain now I'm just a walking carcass,,
• I'm pacing back and forth drenched in suicidal thoughts,
• Hope my doom's arriving short claws are tearing through my heart,
• I'm barely an adult it's hard just managing to talk,
• I dream of staring at my corpse spirit heading to the source,,
• Months of pain has got me on the edge about to fall,
• It's the meds that caused it all never felt this way before,
• Rocking back and forth and staring at the wall,
• I was once on my feet now I cannot even crawl,,
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• (Hook x2)
• Inside of the mind where my thoughts collide,
• Trying to find a way to survive,
• What's it really mean I could never reply,
• I see different person when I look in my eyes,,
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• I call out to some kind of higher power over me,
• Demons are steady choking me maybe this was supposed to be,
• Totally it's controlling me and forcing me to leave this earth,
• Torching me I scream and hurt sorcery it's evil work,,
• It's gonna take the man in me to conquer this insanity,
• Psychiatry just branded me killing me and my family,
• Candidly handing us pills to keep us on our knees,
• If you get to listening then maybe you will get to see the,,
• Evil all around us sucking off the waves of sadness,
• It's to comprehend living in this place I'm trapped in,
• Psychotic torment growing as the days are passing,
• But maybe I can try to save you from this state of madness,,
• I'll be with my sister floating through the heaven breeze,
• So just forget of me there's nothing left of me,
• Just quarts of Hennessy and broken memories,
• God just lended me so you can set me free,,
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• (Hook x2)
• Inside of the mind where my thoughts collide,
• Trying to find a way to survive,
• What's it really mean I could never reply,
• I see different person when I look in my eyes,,