DEFENDER'S RAP

• Verse 1
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• Dig if you will a heart that's been broken/
• Choking on words that should have remained unspoken/
• Hoping it blows over but knowin she know it/
• And the only thing holdin back tears is the anger she showin/
• Cold shoulder she dont know ya/
• You became a stranger in that moment/
• You can't make it right and you know every night/
• When you lay down beside her and turn out the light/
• The silence is numbing it's worse then the fight/
• Fighting back tears cause you know you jus might/
• Come home and she gone and she wont answer the phone/
• Her response in the text is please leave me alone/
• You were wrong and broke your vows and your trust and her home/
• And even if she stays you cant change what you done/
• When you kissing her lips all she sees is that slut/
• And now her skin crawls with every touch/
• Yea homie you know you fucked up/
• The love she once had fades away each passing day jus because/
• You couldn't pass up the opportunity to fuck a thot betraying your dove/
• What's the point of a promise if you dont mean to keep it/
• Sleepin around cant stay a secret you reap you sow so homie reap it/
• Believe it cause now she see ya different pain can do things deep in us/
• She will never speak it out loud but now she out creepin/
• And you text but she responds I'm out with my friends and that's where u leave it/
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• Verse 2
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• I admit it I cheated for no other reason/
• Then to do it like screw it beat it and leave it/
• No intention of leavin my wife i jus needed/
• To prove to myself I'm a playa beneath it/
• I felt the deceit like a piece of me was destroyed/
• I changed the moment we removed all our clothes/
• She knew of my wife and my kids but we both/
• Continued to do it and let our lust take control/
• I busted disgusted got dressed and left out the door/
• She layed in tha bed beggin me not to go/
• I threw up the deuces bitch you already know/
• What this was I ain't got no love for you ho/
• I dont lie to my wife she my life but I know/
• As strong as we are this would break us if I told/
• So now I'm at war with myself deep inside/
• Which vow do I hold onto the truth or the lie/
• What good is a promise if you do not keep it/
• You reap what you sow and I sowed do I reap it/
• My conceit defeated my spiritual strength/
• My Ego decieved mo then my wife but my kids/
• A real piece of shit that I cannot forgive/
• It stings to the bone when I give her a kiss/
• When she caresses my skin and tell me how strong her love is/
• I smile but deep down I'm reminded of this thing that I did/