DEFENDER'S RAP

• Every day the life drained from my eyes,
• every time i tried see you, i only seen lies,
• i was so deafened by my cries inside,
• i was comparing myself to all these other guys,
• only to realise that our loves toxic,
• But only me and my pride payed the price,
• We fight and scream but im the one to apologize,
• Oisín im done, Baby whats that mean?,
• You hang up the call and leave me on seen,
• Im Trying to work this out
• but dont know what we were even fighting about,
• you say im a bad person, i say im trying to change,
• you say i dont deserve you,
• i put my head down and turn the page,
• at the time i thought i didn't,
• consistent tears roll down my face
• so i remain distant,
• Trying to find my place yet remain hidden,
• blindly followin the path in this uncaged prison,
• //Verse2\\
• Only the strong survive so be prepared,
• You know there lies, you know she never cared,
• Your visions impaired, you made bad decisions so she was never scared,
• You traveled the distance,, done the combat,
• You battled your fears, while she dismantled you, in the space of two years,
• So now your existence revolves around so many broken tears,
• It starts then ends, cant trust nobody not even your closest of friends,
• So just play the cards you were dealt,
• a fifth of hennessy and see what girl cares for your health,
• Lifes a blessing today, and tomorrow it could gone,
• so if your steady stressing or feeling withdrawn,
• Always know that fake bitch is not someone you can rely on,
• Only the strong survive, and if you wanna see your rise,
• Take your time cause after five months she make your mind go into decline,
• Break you, cheat you, emotionally forsake you and mentally beat you,
• Scream she has an unborn, but its just a scheme to leave your heart torn,
• ive Been reborn so to my boys this is just the calm before the storm