CHALLENGER'S RAP

• Tired of this fucking pain, my brain is going to sprain, every bad memory it
• stays like a stain, it's ok though stick a needle in my vein, it's hard to maintain
• a smile when you're broken inside and dreaming of suicide, this sadness takin
• over telling me to step aside, this hole in my heart will never be satisfied no
• matter how much I've cried, wish I could be provided with love, but this shit's
• taking over it's no longer a shove, try to get my head above water but I sold
• my soul for a dollar, but I'm not sure if I can go any farther why the fuck do I
• even bother, wishing I was smarter and my life was less darker but this battle
• I'll never conquer, fighting with this monster, imma need a sharper blade for this
• wrist, sayin she loved me was the biggest darkest lie, she never liked me getting
• high I quit but she still said bye so I started again, need sum to keep my chin up,
• time is the given enemy but I got too much of it, ya I'm fuckin desperate, imma
• puny lil wit but I made it this far, sure my arms have more than one scar, imma
• die poppin pills like a rockstar doin ninety in a boxcar, cant wait to die alone,
• not a single text on my phone, no one would've ever known, my lifes been blown
• I dont own it, just a roach beneath the throne, I'm not special just another clone,