CHALLENGER'S RAP

• Every day I wake up it's the same shit,
• desperate for something nice to happen,
• only I can imagine,
• everyday drinkin away my soul with the flagon,
• my mind attacks me like a dragon,
• always waiting for something nice to happen,
• no longer the captain of my ship,
• I was in a good relationship but we both lost our grip,
• now it's just a friendship but i'm still pretty desperate for that one person but
• I don't wanna be a burden so I gotta wait for me to be a better version,
• till then i'll hide behind the curtain,
• been so busy im startin to feel dizzy,
• my mentality is makin me see the reality which fills me with insanity,
• more fucked than superman near good ol' kryptonite,
• think i'll end it tonight have a couple beers so I don't have to fight this feelin,
• more tore up than Benin during a war,
• my lifes on hardcore so I'm stuck indoor with a sore mind,
• try to be kind but I get used so now I'm confused,
• get abused makes my momma amused seeing that I'm bruised,
• do right get accused of doin bad then she get mad,
• I'm always sad so I work on my notepad,
• had a bad dream so I pop three xan ask why,
• when I cry kinda wanna say goodbye that's why I'm high,
• send a text no reply just left on read,
• move towards my bed as I bled wishing I was dead,
• but I live instead while hanging on a thread,
• upset cause I regret my life so I might see you in the afterlife