DEFENDER'S RAP

• my Love
• we'll find love
• simply cause
• live with the warmth of mine
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• my love
• we'll find love
• semper fi
• live in this world of mine
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• my love
• we'll fight love
• live because
• leave with the word of mine
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• my love in this world of mine
• where I feel divided
• we talked at first but than denied it
• trying to forget but the remains of the apartment kept us reminded
• of what couldn't be revinded
• despite anything I might say or write
• I took everything for granted
• that's why all we used to was fight
• it's either that or flight
• for me it wasn't that hard to decide
• my mind wasn't there sometimes
• so eventually I only came during the night
• when i felt refined after 25 pints
• and I know u hated my drunken delight
• so u only came to fight
• when i just wanted to write
• Bonnie and Clyde derived from Jekyll and Hyde
• we gave each other a hell of a ride
• it's the only thing at that time that felt right
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• All u ever wanted was to make me feel uninvited
• while all I did was to hold on too tight
• through the scratches and bites
• now I realise why our kids would never grow up to be 2 bright
• both fucked up parents like Bonnie n clyde
• Jekyll and Hyde
• but I guess it's always brightest under the streetlights
• sometimes I wonder what would be if we tried
• but than again if we only barely survived
• our seeds would only learn how to thrive
• scarred by seeing much you cried
• struggling through their lives cause of the strife
• waiting for somethin better than the jagged edges knife
• but it would never arrive
• I know now and I know how to get by
• so BYE my love u won't be revived
• u will no longer find me on stand by
• I'll always keep u in the back of my mind
• as a pretty part of life that began to rot and died
• a few rhymes about you and I in denial