DEFENDER'S RAP

• I've been mistreated and defeated as I'm floating through the seasons,
• Searching for a reason just for me to keep on breathing,
• life shattered like some glass and now I'm cleaning up the pieces,
• Spread my message like infection through the lyrics that I'm speaking,,
• I've come to the conclusion that everything dies with time,
• That's why I'm heavenly with these lines my mind is never to be confined,
• I need to shine and if I die just remember to press rewind,
• I'll forever be alive confined embedded within a rhyme,,
• To the ones I love remember my intentions were good,
• I'm sorry for my actions went through life so misunderstood,
• I can never change the outcome but I wish that I could,
• I couldn't conform walk the path and do the shit that I should,,
• Watching my family rip apart from these forces grip us,
• And if God is truly watching how can they poison the scriptures,
• How can he take the people I love away and toy with my vision,
• I guess I gotta keep it pushing fill the void in the system,,
• persistence can't diminish even though I'm sick of living,
• There's only so much I can tell you through a written composition,
• My spirit is conflicted words can't show you what I'm feeling,
• Slowly roaming through region searching for a higher meaning,,
• As i deal with lying heathens on a daily basis,
• Snakes can lie behind the eyes of them smiling faces,
• And once you find out then you realize how much time you wasted,
• There were once along your side but now there minds are changing,,