DEFENDER'S RAP

• I been feelin like ain’t nobody on my side.
• I been feelin like ain’t nobody wanna ride.
• I been feelin like my whole vision has gone blind.
• I been feelin like my whole life has unwind.
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• Now let me tell you bout the shit.
• The last few months I been takin hits.
• Got to the point I put the gun on my temple.
• Layin’ in bed remembering my Ex girlfriends dimples.
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• Remembering the day she cheated on me.
• How I wanted to end my life, how I didn’t want to be.
• Lookin back on the good times we had, but in reality I couldn’t see.
• How my whole life was a wreck and I wanted to flee.
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• In all honesty, this was and really is me. No lie,
• I texted all my friends and told them goodbye.
• They all asked me why, but I left them on scene.
• Because I was torn emotionally, I couldn’t find my sheen.