DEFENDER'S RAP

• I am sorry but I am done giving you a chance
• Everytime I trust you all you do is hurt me more
• I am so sick of being the ones life you just explore
• And I mean it when I say I ain't trying to start a war
• We were so damn happy before
• Til you had to leave me broken and my heart sore
• I try hard to forget but that is something I cant ignore
• I regret not listening to Nathan a while ago
• Even he said you treated me like a your own lil hoe
• So you understand imma start off slow
• I ain't gonna lie you will be just fine tomorrow
• It wont last long it is just sorrow
• I tried to show you that I really cared about you
• But you keep hurting me and that is the issue
• You said you would be there for me when needed
• But then I get texts saying u scoped down another girl
• Or even worse that you fucking cheated
• I am so sick of the pain and being mistreated
• You make me feel defeated and like I am not needed
• Jessie was there more for me than you were
• But you were supposedly my boyfriend remember
• What you need to learn how to control is your temper
• To be honest you only put me under pressure
• I tried to give you a second chance but you blew it
• It feels like you pulled the trigger and I took the hit
• Our relationship went from great to pure shit
• When I told you I loved you I was being legit
• You wanted someone by your side you were desperate
• I wish I never made the choice to leave legit
• But sometimes I gotta do what is best for me
• Especially when I feel like by you I am treated like shit
• It is killing me right now just to write this
• I am trying so fucking hard to calm down and focus
• But the hurt it is just so bad I have to notice
• With or without you sometimes I feel hopeless
• Nathan came back into my life and told me I am worth it
• That made my life go from dark to like a candle was lit
• And don't even try to say I am trying to start shit
• Cuz your the one that fucked up
• Sometimes the hurt you brought me made me wanna cut
• And I know that you cheated I feel it deep in my gut
• But one thing is I wont act like ur little toy slut