DEFENDER'S RAP

• I admit, I wasn't the best.
• But you left me with a hole in my chest.
• Crying every night girl I was depressed.
• Once upon a time we were both obsessed.
• But times have changed and my heart is cold.
• Can anyone out there melt this stone?
• We were just kids, and now I'm grown.
• Time does fly but I fly alone.
• In this home, I'm a lone- wolf
• And I howl to the moon
• My soul was doomed
• When you left me in that room
• it was like a tomb.
• I said I'd wait even though you cheated.
• My heart had a hole and you complete it.
• But you got so goddamn conceited.
• I couldn't believe it so I was defeated.
• You were my Angel and for that reason
• I became a demon.
• I been believing that I have been living…
• But I been alone since the beginning.
• Missing... love in my life so I need a mission.
• Can anyone out there feel this pain?
• I'm popping champagne
• and drowning in my shame.
• Drowning out the pain
• that's making me go insane.
• Its like a chain in my brain,
• I'm shackled down to remain.