DEFENDER'S RAP

• if you ever wondered what I do at night night night . .
• they say absence makes the heart grow fonder
• so as I ponder in musical notes I take a wonder
• after the sadness of the summer winter time froze after another
• James blunt blunder
• you're beautiful yet I made you suffer
• reality expressed like a touch of instagram
• if our love was cocaine you gave me kilos i gave you zero point eight grams
• do scars on hearts really repair ?
• our body's are wear and tear and all we really seek is reasonable care
• a deadly storm concoction is formed from cold hearts and hot air
• but who can stop intensive bleeding when she kid on she doesn't care ?
• kids on there's nothing there while my major organs play like instruments
• my poetry all I've ever written her is held by ligaments
• deep in my soul from insidious you stand out in such vividness
• static voltage seeking a source If only I wasn't so frictionless
• maybe I could live with this maybe solar eclipse this, yeah
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• if you wondered what I do at night night night
• I write about your part in my life life life
• in twilight my ultraviolet light light light
• if you ever wondered what I do at night night night . . .
• what we had together I hope you cherish it forever
• less than a month together but I wrote love to you as a beginner
• you seen me evolve more with each song
• your beauty was as resourceful as a river
• and on the banks of this river
• first time we met I felt warmth yet a shiver
• I savior your gentle xxx's like it was only yesterday
• nothing left but misery and memory's
• that gateway is my getaway
• with a wind northwesterly whistling my destiny
• my beating heart telling me your my remedy
• with a melody of missing you heavily
• the image of you fading away and me clutching desperately
• shit is getting to me I'm my number one fucking enemy
• chemically there is no recipe to restore chemistry
• venomously, unpleasantly I seem to have a tendency
• seventy percent allegedly leaning towards love and jealousy
• if you ever wondered what I do at night night night . . .