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CHALLENGER'S RAP
- I used to have a best friend
- but I couldn't even stop her from bringing her own life to an end
- and now how do I spend every weekend
- with a razor down my fucking arm trying to take away all the times I felt stressed
- and every single time I felt depressed
- rachel was there for me every time I wasn't feeling my best
- this song is supposed to help me get all this dead weight off my chest
- but I still feel like I have on a ten-ton vest
- I feel like my whole life is a test
- ever since she died my mind has been a mess
- when I got that oh so dreaded phone call, depression showed up as an uninvited guest
- rachel when you died, cutting myself is something I became obsessed with
- goddamnit, my mind, its full of depression
- I've been to therapy session after therapy session but I've never made any fucking progression
- I've got some issues with aggression
- not to mention, every damn thing I do draws attention
- im going every single way except the right direction
- Chester Bennington killed himself
- maybe people would be happier if I did the same
- this feeling of lostness is the one thing that so far I haven't overcame
- I don't even know why im still living this life, I mean I've got nothing to gain
- im kind of insane
- that explains a lot
- I add feeling to my version of hip-hop
- I can't do this anymore
- im locking the door
- walk over to the dresser and open the drawer
- grabbing the gun not caring what my life has in store
- but then she showed up
- AJ, you saved my life
- now im happy to be alive
- you helped me realize
- that my life does have a meaning, yeah you've told me more than twice
- so far you're the only girl that hasn't filled my life with lies
- I'd like to apologize for every time you stayed all night crying
- crying because you were worried about me dying
- these doubts are the things I am fighting
- AJ, I still don't understand why you chose me over the hundreds of other guys
- the reason i say this is that i know that when i come to my demise
- it will destroy you on the inside
- and please just promise me this one thing and that is that if you ever feel like i do please dont be like me and resort to suicide
- i dont know when i will do it, it might even be tonight
DEFENDER'S RAP
- (Verse 1)
- Behold the pale rider sign of the apocalypse seems the tides are shifting/
- Bloody mo murda and deadly intentions has tainted the essence of our very existence/
- Famine and pestilence /
- War and death/
- From coast to coast and right to your residence/
- The horsemen have cometh and the signs are obvious/
- The Media Gods glorify the carnage/
- For ratings and praise shares and acknowledgment/
- God are we blind you told us the signs to keep faith in the Lord but it seems this devine awakening left everyone behind/
- Everyone's tryin to turn a blind eye and distract themselves with celebrity grime/
- Trends and friends and Netflix binges/
- Bitch it's the end like the period after Amen in the bible/
- I learned about survival in these streets with my rivals/
- I entered this war 2 decades ago known as the Grimmsta representing the North/
- Side of the Rock while bustin my glock off round after round seen caskets drop and loved ones lost/
- But still I fought content with what karma brought I refused to stop/
- Confused alot my misuse of thought led me to a dark place where I thrived and taught others to be as wreckless as me runnin these streets bustin my heat/
- Atleast I survived defeat in the eyes of my enemies pourin out hennesy for my fallen RTGs/
- Much love to my Thugs you won't be forgotten homie may u rest in peace/
- (Verse 2)
- Welcome all to Babylon idol worship has returned/
- I fear for the future of our children/
- Temptations they facin and parents ain't taken the time no more to teach and raise them/
- To busy chasin that mighty dollar their only concern is what they earn but in the end that's gon turn sour/
- Money and power consumes and devours us to our core and keeps us for hours/
- 0n daily bases, no wonder these kids seek out places and faces of ill refute to replace us/
- They seekin attention and acceptance cuz we ain't never there thats why they so complacent/
- Adjacent to hatred and resentment for our absent nature/
- I can relate but I think it's to late we crossin a line that moves away in the other direction with each step that we take/
- But I gotta keep faith that we see the light at the end of the tunnel one of these days/
- Regain our humanity and save what's left of ourselves/
- Put our pride back on the shelf and heal this world we've turned into hell/
- I strive collect enough content to get jus glimpse of what could've been/
- And I won't pretend that I dont sin but recognize it for what it is/
- And will be the first to admit this shit gotta give/
- I miss the days of innocence I reminisce me as kid not a care in the world just simple bliss/
- And then being pushed aside and takin backseat to my mom's habits, I love you mom's and forgive/
- But I can never forget cause it forged a monster that can't resist this life I live/