DEFENDER'S RAP

• Verse-
• My head is conflicted been addicted to shit that'll turn a normal person wicked
• Mom said I'm gifted but I can't see my future living with that tunnel vision
• Locked inside a prison of religion time to make a decision
• Until I'm risen you bitches better listen broke as fuck decided to move these bricks then
• Depression is burning on me while my family is hurting
• Please God save me this life is not working
• Overdose on aderall till I feel feral going through withdrawal
• Fuck my life I've said it all shooting up till I fall
• Addiction conflicted look into my eyes you can see my soul is twisted
• I've never been blessed with no handouts no golden ticket
• It's been a minute since I've felt normal
• Smoking them ports till I'm feeling immoral
• This life is a war bro
• Living in the ghetto no way close so I decide to smoke dope
• No hope losing control gods got my body the devil has my soul
• Feels like a war whenever I'm alone
• So let it be known till I sit on the throne I'm staying in my lane don't pull me out my zone
• Oh no
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• Verse-
• Hold up a second let me gather my thoughts
• No remorse for the wicked happiness isn't what I bought
• You can take these chains in which I'm placed
• Let my body go to waste until I'm laying in an open grave
• No pity for the miserable I'm the one that god can't save
• Had love for a girl and no love it can now replace
• I never had a hail Mary bitch I never had a saving grace
• In an enclosed space isolated from the world not killing myself was my mistake
• Let my body float away as I escape all this fucking hate
• Encase the rage till I become a slave to the wicked game I play
• My sister's birthday was yesterday I couldn't come out cause I couldn't feel nothing but pain
• Wait my last words were fucking late
• Locked inside this cage of all this money and all this fame
• Take it out on myself you can't relate
• I've got enough on my plate
• No one appreciates
• No need to celebrate just because I'm releasing rage
• Aye