CHALLENGER'S RAP

• Anxiety got me straight tripping stumbling
• I cry out for help but nobody sees I'm struggling
• Coming close to dying just to end my suffering
• I prayed to God but his response is still buffering
• So I'm isolated daily wondering I can't talk to people cause I'm insecure about my stuttering
• The world is so cold turning their backs on me
• No love in me left if you say its okay man I cannot see
• So just set me free from these chains in which I'm placed
• This cigarette smoke inhalation leaves a dull and bitter aftertaste
• No I never claimed to be a saint locked inside a cell insecure and mentally drained
• I have nothing left my reputation is tarnished and stained
• No way to release my rage so I hold on to it and garnish this pain
• Maybe I'm too insane suicide on my mind when I put that nine up to my brain
• Hoping all this hurt will go away tried to pray but my soul is forever gone astray
• Someday I won't have to be ashamed of my face
• I'm ugly someone please just get me out this place
• Hide behind my drugs cause I have no fucking love
• You try to tell me I'm in trouble but I can't hear you from above
• You exile me push me away till I shove back
• Man fuck rap I'm done trying to write my songs
• When I can't even right my wrongs I'm a psychopath I feel no fucking remorse
• Maybe it's because I never had a father figure
• Inner demons looking sinister been diminished for a minute
• But I can't lay my soul down until my fucking life is finished
• My heart is twisted
• Seeing demons in my nightly visions
• I'm not a Christian. so? what's the fucking difference?
• Is it because you believe in a man who claimed to be a prophet and died from crucifixion?
• I feel locked up while I'm in the booth spitting
• I'm fucking sick of living take this knife to my wrist and watch as my fucking blood is dripping.