CHALLENGER'S RAP

• (Hook)
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• There's voices, in my head.
• And they're saying, I'm better off dead.
• Can I just die? Can I just die?
• Can I just die today?
• I don't wanna be alive.
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• (Verse 1)
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• It's too much pain, and I'm already insane.
• But what do I do? So fuck the world, and I'm killing myself. Call the police.
• And I called the hotline, but they said some words.
• And that didn't do nothing.
• So I grabbed my knife, and I slit my wrist.
• But I'm singing the same song.
• And my girl just left me, and she said she loved me.
• Right after homecoming.
• And we cuddled all night, and we had our first kiss.
• And now we separated, but we're still friends, so, I guess that it's fine.
• So I keep asking the question:
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• (Bridge)
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• Can I just die today?
• Do I need to be alive?
• Can I just slit my wrist?
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• (Verse 2)
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• So fuck it, I'm killing myself.
• I came out as gay, ain't no way I can fix myself.
• But who the fuck am I?
• Am I a guy or girl? Am I alive or dead?
• Am I gay or straight, sure no one can relate, but if you can, that's great.
• But I swear you'll hear the song, when I tell you to sing along.
• But everyone leaves me in the grave, and tell me to behave.
• But what should I do?
• I focus my pain into my arm, can you see my scars?
• Yea I cut myself, it's already done, but you don't understand.
• You can get beat on, once you had enough,
• Anxiety takes over, and you have a panic attack.
• But no one cares!
• Yea I'm gay, and I've two 4 boyfriends.
• But who the fuck cares?
• No one believed in me, when I cried to sleep.
• So please take this note from me, that some one will care for me.
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• (Hook)
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• (Outro)
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• I don't wanna be alive, can I just die?
• And I slit my wrist, and I took my fist, into my face.
• So fuck my life, I've had enough. Don't be scared for me.