CHALLENGER'S RAP

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• Chatting up these girls, man it's nostalgia, angry at my momma
• Ain't got any friends, sat alone in the corner of the table, ain't nobody speak my name up
• Learned to be the kid who was good at math, nerdy at that
• Never spoke up though, always sat and wrote when I came home
• Murder goes on in my dome, I think there's something wrong with my chromosomes
• Maybe my cells are messed the fuck up
• Maybe it's postmortem, my high ain't up anymore, just a sad dump
• Filled with everybody elses garbage, not my own, never am alone
• Got these thoughts, sit down and applaud at myself, ain't nobody there to do it
• Hold hands with myself, don't doubt me though
• I can disappoint everybody in this room within seconds, sit down take a lesson
• My life, is everything but a blessing
• It's sad as shit, until I spit, then it gets kind of lit, cause I see the light
• Then I realize, it was fake, imaginary, an illusion, my fake but true sin
• I never see things the way I should, always hurt myself cutting out the parts I didn't like
• Never felt right, unless I was on the mic, now I gotta rise, freestyle tonight
• Leveled up, on my grind, ya'll ain't gonna waste my time now
• I'm up, never been in a slump, maybe I switch too fast, you couldn't understand it
• So you assume I suck, never let me rise again, I feel like Jesus, amen
• I am prayin' to him, hoping he'll help me through these times, keep me alive
• Take my life, control it if you need to
• I got a couple of issues, I trip on my own shoes, cause I hesitate
• I always get that underrate, people never wanna hear me play
• Got an instrumental, decided to pounce on the opportunity when it came around
• Came to this site, hopes high, feeling like all those times I listened to music on the headphones
• Worth the pain, now I got hip hop flowing in my veins, it plays on in my brain, loop
• But I ain't no fruit, matter of fact, I'm aloof, need to proceed, indeed, if I wanna succeed
• My life isn't guaranteed, none of this shit came free, now my trauma comes back
• Childhood at that, never felt alright, people look at me like I'm a creep, or they overlook
• Never thought I could leave them shook, I murdered them with my own hooks I wrote
• Read this book, you never liked me, now I'm away, never gonna stay, in a place filled with hate
• Swirls in my mind, staying on that grind, never check the time, gonna take a ride
• On these roads, fill my head with hope, don't need dope, if I did that, already woulda had a rope.